First day of school for me today!  I'll have to tell y'all how it went later after work.  I get home from school and then I go to work for 4 until 9.  So I'll have to update some other time.  It would be nice if Jamie updated once in a while too.  My summer was awesome....except for my brother's car crash...and my stent in the hospital...and my dad dying.  It just went to fast.  The best parts were online with my buddies from HAHS...JamieJ...Steveo...and Joey.  I didn't talk to Jason at all this whole summer.  His loss.  Vito too...can't forget him...I talked to him thru mindsay a little...cool man.  I got to earn a complete trust with Jamie.  She's a awesome girl and I'd be lost without her.  I got to learn more about her this one night..we talked about our firsts.  It was awesome.  Steve, what can I say?  Your an awesome person to talk to also.  You make me laugh sooo much.  My friend calls you the male version of me.  It sucks that you live in Hazy.  It'll be one year that we met on April 13th @ the FBLA State Conference.  Hopefully we'll get to meet again.  I apologize for that night on June 14th when I helped you with that reply that was sent to Jamie and it was worded badly and the "big one" happened.  I felt bad for a week. It just sucks that you two never forgave each other.  Its beyond me why two of my best friends dont talk but okay.  So thanks to Jamie and Steve for getting me thru those tough times for me this summer.  You two are the best...like I said...sucks that you two live in Hazy/Freeland.  But this year hopefully we can all be on each other's myspace in happiness and calmness .  We're seniors guys!!!  WE ARE SENIORS!!!!  FEEL GOOD!!!!  SENIORS '06!!!!  I'll talk to you Jamie thru myspace a lot now and the same with Steve.  So thanks you two for being there for me.  I'll be there for you two whenever you need it.  And who can forget SPITFIRE!?  Yea...Nick.  I talked to him a handful of times.  It was nice meeting you.  But my summer has ended about 28 minutes ago at 12 midnight.  Thanks Jamie for being such a great friend to me...DRUNK BITCHES FOREVER!!!  And then to Steve for being an understanding guy and one who actually listens to girls...YOUR MY #1 KCFAN!!!  I feel sad a little now :*( .  I wish you two the best this year...I'll talk to you two less now that school is in.  Make sure to leave me a message or two on myspace.  I wish we could all get along but we'll have to see.  Thanks guys.  A girl could only wish for two friends like you.

*~kasey~*

this is what some lowlife had to say to me:

you sick fuck! stop stalking my friend you no life, nerdy fucking scum!! get a life you fucking michael jackson wannabe..child mollestor sicko weird person....yeah i think you might need to see a counselor or a shrink? umm...dont ever message me for one, or my friend again you fucking rapist pedaphile sicko thing...ewwww! :-!

but he'll die alone and poor.  dumb fuck.  anyways...Jamie is going to Philly for two days.  I wont talk to her until Wednesday night.  Tonight I'm going to a party...Tuesday is schedule pickup and my summer is over after that.  Its back to school Monday for me.  That's it for now.

*~kasey~*

"DRUNK BITCHES!!!"

WOW!!!  I never had that much fun at 3 in the morning!  Anyways...Alexis is from North Carolina, and Steveo is from Hazleton...they are friends and this is what happened last night.  But this is exciting....okay....last night Steve and Alexis were talking.  Alexis mentioned this guy that was "stalking" her.  She kept getting messages on myspace from him....he kept calling her cell (he got it off her away message) and she just didn't want him to talk to her anymores.  So Steve (Mr. Brightside or Mr. Brightidea hehe) figures that he'll pretend that he's someone else to and talk to that ass on AOL to get the real story as to why he's stalking Alexis.  The thing was that he had to pretend to be on of Alexis's girl friends.  Meaning he had to act like a girl on AOL.  Now he was going to change his profile info to make it all girly and that shit.  But I said....why go thru that...use my sn.  So I told him to use my sn and I gave him my password and he would pretend to be me for Alexis.  But the cool part was...in return he gave me his AOL password.  So at like 2:30 last night Steve was being Kasey....and I was being Steve.  haha.  I was talking to some of his friends on there AS STEVE!  I made a good guy to because they didn't suspect anything.  Anyways...enough about me.  So Steve...I mean "Kasey" was talking to this guy finding out why he was stalking Alexis.  Steve did a hella job pretending to be me because the guy called him a cutie *Steve pukes*. THAT WAS SOOOO FUNNY!  Anyways..."Kasey" and this guy were being nice nice...UNTIL!..."Kasey" told Alexis everything she wanted to know...then she let him DROP THE HAMMER AND BOOGITY BOOGITY BOOGITY!!!  "Kasey" started to flip out on that guy for stalking Alexis..and the guy started calling him names...and Steve, I mean "Kasey" told him "it'll be a wonder if you ever get laid again."  And the guy said something and "Kasey" told him "go have fun with mr. righty...you should have a firm right hand shake in no time you cock sucking cunt."  I WAS LAUGHING SOOOOO HARD!!!!!!!!  But the cool thing is is that Steve (or "Kasey) put that bastard on my block list...and before he talked to him he erased all my profile info so he wouldn't get my last name and my myspace or mindsay.  And last night we both changed our passwords.  But while he was doing that I was talking to some of his friends.  That one Andy kid is retarded.  He kept wanting to talk about Martha Stewart...and then he asked if this was the Johnson residence.  Lets see...who else is on your list that I saw....Oh...Alexis...Joey...your friend Kristen....Mellissa...the retarded Andy kid...ME!...so that was fun talking to those people.  So thanks for making me almost piss my pants Alexis and Steveo!  But that's the fun part...Steve will do anything for a friend...and I think Alexis can attest to that.  THAT'S WHY WE LOVE YA!!!!  WEEEE!!!!  Well I'm off to work later on today...at like 4.  But for the record...we both changed our passwords...so when k4s3y9 messages u it'll be me..and when junebug52488 messages u it'll be Steveo so don't worry about that!  I'm just glad I could be a part of last night....I had fun.  But good thing Jamie didn't message me!  You wouldn't have been talking to me last night!  haha...how funny would that have been though?  I think I made a pretty good Steve on AOL becuz no one noticed it wasn't him...and I think Steve made a pretty good Kasey.  He got called cute by the guy!  haha omg that's funny...I'm sorry Steve but that's funny.  But that's a good thing that you'll do things like that for a friend.  Alexis is really happy u did that I think.  She's awesome though..she's a KASEY KAHNE FAN!  WOOP!  haha well I'm gunna scadaddle now...I'm gunna go jump in my pool and eat OREOS!  WWEEE!!!!

*~kasey~*

ps..........................31!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRRRRRR!!!!!!!  AHHHH!!!!!  I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS!!!!  I SWORE I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH!!!!!!  UGGHHH!!!  I thought I find the perfect guy for me today...he has short brown hair, brown eyes, about the same height as me and he's GORGIOUS!!!  His name is *Kyle* and he's really cool.  Me and him are talking today because we went and hung out at the mall...and I was going to ask him if he was going to Steph's birthday party tomorrow but then he said those two words that I don't like a nice guy to start a sentence with, "My girlfriened...". OH MY GOD I WAS SO LET DOWN!!!  I had to act like I was okay with that and put a smile on.  BUT GEEZ!  I was soooooooo into this guy.  I'm so mad right now...GRRRRRR!!!  AHHHHHHH!!!!  But I feel like crying...BETTER YET...I'll go EAT OREO'S!!!  YEA THAT'S IT....I'LL GO EAT OREO'S!!!!!  THAT ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER!?  See..there are like a handful of nice guys that go to my school and they are all taken...if only the one that didn't....nevermind.  I won't go there.  But I'm gunna go get fat off of Oreo cookies.

*~kasey~*

my day got worse just about an hour ago...i'll update later and say why...i'm too sad to explain now. 

*~kasey~*

haha well I don't have much to say in this so I'll make it short.  Let's run down my day...I'm getting my voice back little by little so I'll have a nice present for when my brother comes home.  Oh...I'll talk about last night.  Me and Jamie talked on AOL for like a few hours and we had i think our first real "girl" talk because we talked about a bunch of firsts and some of our past history.  But the best part was when we told each other we trusted each other.  And that only makes 5 ppl I can truely trust.  That meant a lot to me...I was all teary eyed and like "awwwe."  Can you believe it?  I can trust a girl I met thru mindsay!  That's how good of friends we are.  We make each other laugh too!  The cool thing is after I told her a few things from my past she didn't judge me from it!  I hate it when you tell ppl things about your past and they are all like "omg your a bad person...idk want to talk to you."  I know more about Jamie...and Jamie knows more about me.  And tonight we became the *DRUNK BITCHES!*    haha only her and I know what that means.  Just shows that Kasey and Jamie are alike in more ways then not!  hehe.  My drunk bitch left me and Steve popped his head onto AOL for a few minutes and I asked him about his job he's getting...RED SHIRT SERVICE!  WOOP!  haha.  But this drunk bitch must turn in now.  I'll update tomorrow prolly.

*~drunk bitch~*

Sorry man...I let you down.  I tried.  I've tried since April...I've came close...I've made progress...but sadly it all came crashing down.  I'm sorry bud.  I feel like I'm the one causing your pain...but I'll be the one that fixes it.  You know how to reach me...anytime man.  I'd be lost without you.  Sorry bud.  I'm sooo sorry to tell you what I did...but it was for your best if I told you and not the real person.  I was looking out for you...and I know your not disappointed in me but I feel like you should be.  I told you I would suceed...and I did not.  Sorry....remember you said you can take the driver out of the race but you can't take the race out of the driver...well I think I just took the race out of #46.  I don't expect you to climb aboard that now.  I feel bad...and when I got off of AIM I cried.  I just feel like I let you down, and I feel like a quitter now.  But the next "series" you find...I'll be your drafting partner.  We will meet again #46...face to face.  I'm sorry if I let you down.... Forgive me #46. 

*~kasey~*